It was for a job interview granted, but she was still very nice. It's a job grading eggs in the area (sounds weird I know), and it was rather intriguing.

I didn't do that well on the math though (was not prepared for it at all)... At first I thought that I couldn't do any figuring, because the sheet said no calculators, but she said I could make notes... Whew! I don't think I did that well on that part though.

We talked for quite a while though. It was her interview questions that we started from, but we got to talking. It felt good, because it was an actual conversation.... I think I can work my course around the schedule too (the school said I could do this too). She'll know in about a week too, who she's going to hire.

Tomorrow, I have an interview and orientation... I also have to figure out what's going on with the textbook I am supposed to have on Monday. I might go with my mom to her physio too... Not sure about that though. I feel like I should go cause she fell today, but she gets so determined to do everything herself...Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........

Ummmmmmmmm... What else? They are going to shoot part of the Rent farewell on Broadway next Wednesday (*ahem*)...

And I have to pay my insurance, sort out my RRSP.... I'm listing it here and I can't remember if there's anymore....

Ummmmmmmmm... I had more...

Oh... I know... I read that Torchwood starts shooting next Monday yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The arc is to be called *Children of Eden* (I think I'm remembering that right)... There are going to be 2 releases of Torchwood figures... Jack, Gwen, cyberwoman (I think) now... Then John Hart, Ianto and a Weevil (I might have switched the weevil and the cyberwoman) in November.... And possibly Owen and Tosh... Not fair that there is going to be Captain John and only maybe Tosh and Owen? That and it sounds a little off... Didn't Naoko say at Comic Con that she had seen pictures of her figure?

at bit of disclosure...

My decision from the other day? I signed up for a business class that will take 5 months to complete. I finally have gotten tired of going from job to job with no credibility behind me, this will give me that (and some peace of mind). When I signed up the other day, I was still totally unsure (with a lot of other things still going on), but it all went away when I filled out the forms... I really feel like I made the right decision, cause I really have no lingering doubts about it, they all evaporated. Today sealed the deal too, cause I will have no trouble getting aid..........Whew! I start the 18th.

I am also working on getting a job... I have had some interviews so hopefully. And I might have a lead on a place to live too... Hopefully AND I can pay my car insurance.


Oh and Torchwood starts on Space tonight! I hope my fellow Canadians will be watching tonight... Two episodes too!

I already feel better...

Rainbow Connection just needs to be shared with the whole world... Jim Henson had it totally right

It took 4 medicines and 3 days of feeling like I can't get out of bed... But I actually might be better now. My appetite went away (the one thing that I never lose), but maybe I'll lose the weight I need to...

I think things are looking up (I know I shouldn't jinx myself)... I might even get to see Wicked soon and Rent's coming at the end of the month...

What is with me tonight? You'd think I'd write it all down in one post...Nah, this is how I do it at work to, rather than one email or phone call, I make three... It's a stream of conciousness thing...

Anyhoo, one of my negative posts fell of my main page... It's cause I am SO talkative tonight YAHOOOOOOO!!!!

It only gets worse? Is that my way of jinxing myself? What a horrible weekend I had, and my Mom is still mad at me, and will probably stay that way with me...

My arm is all bruised, and to top off I am still coughing... Is this payback? How many years (yes I said years) of it am I supposed to get...

I want so badly to positive, but I need to vent too.

I spent the last couple of days talking to this lady, and I discovered (at twenty eight years old, no less), that it does help to talk about your problems.... Yelling is for the birds, I say.

Anybody want to give me their American citizenship? I want to pack up my car and head across the border and never come back... New York City makes me so happy when I'm there.

I'm positive now... I hope :o)

Easing my way out lurkerdom, is taking longer than it should... Long than I thought it would... Too many bad things in the past little while... No more though... I'm so stupid that I can't even figure out that I am the only one that can make it stop...

I am stopping it today....

Don't ask me why I'm using the title of a Paul McCartney album to start my journal...

When you're at the very bottom, the only way to go is up... right? Unless that really is the end... I'm too young to die, too young to even worry. It's not my mess, but it is my mother who is upstairs very sick, because she has gotten so worked up about her freeloaders...Shouldn't say it that way, a woman who freeloads and her kids...

Mom assures me the end is near...She is going and the sooner the better...

I'm trying though, I didn't even blow my top, when she started eating cheesies right in front of me where she was asked not to...

Anyway, friend me... Or however this works... I'll cheer up, it's alway darkest before the dawn.

I also work on building up my interests list... Give me something else to talk about.