Okay I made my mind up...

[frankiecat]

And I'm terrified...

I've decided to draw from RRSP for school (which is allowed, I won't be taxed and I have ten years to pay it back), and quit my job... I absolutely HATE answering the phone. I'm not good at it and my nerves get a hundred times worse when I'm there... The only reason I've stayed for so long is cause we had a really great group in training... But two of them are gone now, and four more before that.

I'm doing it Friday... Today is training, so we don't have to be on the phone at all, and tomorrow I'm going to the bank so I'm calling in sick.

I........


I feel real queasy now...


ETA: Okay I'm home again... Was supposed to be there till 8:30, and it's 6:15... I had every intention of staying, but our training was moved later, so we had to be on the phone for an hour before training... At first I was like, it's only an hour no big deal. But, I couldn't stay, Matt my TM was fixing my phone, and I asked him if I could go and come back for training, but he said he couldn't do it... So neither, could I and I left...

I think I got a job though... It's retail, but I feel like I can handle it.

Comments

[oh-you-dork.livejournal.com]

It's terrifying to make choices like that. Big things that will change your life. But it sounds like you've given it some thought, you aren't just rushing in, so all the luck to you!

[frankiesblue.livejournal.com]

Thanks... I've put the though into it, it just feels like I'm stepping out into the unknown. Something I have never really done before.