Okay I made my mind up...

And I'm terrified...

I've decided to draw from RRSP for school (which is allowed, I won't be taxed and I have ten years to pay it back), and quit my job... I absolutely HATE answering the phone. I'm not good at it and my nerves get a hundred times worse when I'm there... The only reason I've stayed for so long is cause we had a really great group in training... But two of them are gone now, and four more before that.

I'm doing it Friday... Today is training, so we don't have to be on the phone at all, and tomorrow I'm going to the bank so I'm calling in sick.

I........


I feel real queasy now...


ETA: Okay I'm home again... Was supposed to be there till 8:30, and it's 6:15... I had every intention of staying, but our training was moved later, so we had to be on the phone for an hour before training... At first I was like, it's only an hour no big deal. But, I couldn't stay, Matt my TM was fixing my phone, and I asked him if I could go and come back for training, but he said he couldn't do it... So neither, could I and I left...

I think I got a job though... It's retail, but I feel like I can handle it.

I love that line

from Almost Perfect SO much, that I had to make it my title and subtitle. And I haven't changed it in months... I used to be obsessed with changing it... But, I really love Alice Ripley's song "Shine On".

But that's actually part of a conversation that Jack and Ianto have in the new novel "Almost Perfect," which I want REALLY badly now...

Now I'm watching an NKOTB video on tv...

ETA: Okay I just figured out that I can get the book for about 10.50... That's way too tempting... That's the total from a UK site, with the currency converted. From amazon.ca it's 11.41 and that does not include shipping.